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Saturday, July 02, 2005
i'm back fr0m c0mpany~
= D a big smile
i t0t papa will ask mie g0 h0me early bud n0 l0r, when he c0r tat time i at LPS. he just sae he sick, ask mie dun stay till late n0r. anywae tis few daes al0t 0f ppl sick, papa, jing ting, janson, wanyi mei, mie.

well t0dae, to0k cab t0 c0mpany. hui ning os0 to0k cab. bud e taxi driver dr0p her at e 0ther side. -.- i'm e first t0 reach. wait f0r hui ning n jie n0r.
jie teach us tins. nahs! i must d0 e tins lia0. g0t trainin. till 7+ den 8+ g0t trainin again. hmm tat time dun kn0e wat happen just cl0se m0i eyes nia, like black 0ut n wan t0 faint like tis. in e end 0k. wat happen t0 mie arh?? 0mgs!!
i tink i beta check up again. bud wait lar h0r. i os0 dun kn0e when i free. 11+ went t0 LPS mummum l0r. ate peach t0wer. *burps simply lurffs ice cream!! den wait f0r them t0 eat finish den g0 back h0me. to0k cab h0me n0r. talk t0 e taxi driver. 0mgs! he have been drivin taxi f0r 6 yrs. anywae, = )

n0w, just h0pe jie will stand up again. n0 matter wat. n0 matter h0w hard it is, we must face it. th0ugh it ish difficult bud persist 0n. i dun wan t0 see jie sad sad, saw him den ji ta0 sian n lo0k else where. he dun wan u, he will regret. just stand up n tell him, i dun have u i 0so can succeed n live a hapie life! jie u t0ld mie b4, nbm ma, there's sh0 many guys 0utside. jie n0w i reali feel sh0 stupiak t0 wait f0r him l0r. 5 yrs ler ba. n0w den i fang qi. stupiak lar c0s n0w den realise. i mean if tat guy suit n there ish fate between us, we will b t0gether n0 matter wat. bud = ). i mean i dun reali like "th0se type 0f guy" lar. ish 0k. th0ugh he wun see it bud i will still treat him as fwens. i miss him as a fwens = )

n mama n0 matter wat u sae, i will pr0ve t0 u. i *swear. I MUST D0 IT! like m0i elect0ne 0rgan, tat time i neber g0 at all. ur ask mie t0 tink n0r. wan t0 learn den learn dun waste $. tat time i tink f0r m0iself l0r, if i reali quit i tink i already waste al0t 0f time n0r. learned elect0ne 0rgan f0r 10 yrs. isn't such a pity. i t0ld m0iself, f0r m0i future i must d0 it. i wan t0 b a 0rganist teacher. n like c0mpany there's chance f0r mie n0w. n chances dun c0me everytime, 0nce u miss it, u g0t t0 wait ler. i will pr0ve t0 u mama tat u r wr0ng.i will d0 it! i will find my way! n mama u will find my way 1 dae. = )

yesh n0w i seld0m acc m0i mei m0i fwens ler. reali s0rie. h0pe ur understand so0n 0r later.
i must g0 sch n0w! last time due t0 fwens in sch, den slack n slack n slack. i wan t0 pass o lvl n tat's it. i dun reali like studyin. i prefer 0rgan t0 study. = ) n t0dae i j0in o lvl, papa neber f0rce mie. reali ish i wan t0 take de. papa let mie d0 wat i wan, all he wan ish, i can b a 0rganist teacher n teach ppl. 0pen a sch. = ) he dun care m0i study, n0t dun care lar. his f0cus ish 0n m0i 0rgan path. study wise d0esnt reali matter. if i can give up m0i o lvl n0w, i will l0r bud n0 ch0ice. i ch0se it i must face it. c0s i reali dun wan t0 give up m0i taekw0n-d0. hais. every fri g0t trainin at jur0ng east 8.30 - 11 bud i give up sh0 i can g0 d0wn c0mpany. ish 0k. 1 dae i will g0 back again. i miss m0i taekw0n-d0 fwens. reali. nazrul, m0i partner khung xing, eric. i miss 1 gradin ler if n0t n0w i will b black belt sec0nd dan ler. = ( i wan t0 bc0me a seni0r black belt. th0ugh s0me 0f ur will sae, aiya u scare wat, ur br0 in law teach u 1 n ish F0C. sh0?? F0C sh0?? i mean trainin means trainin. m0i br0 in law have e rite t0 sc0ld mie 0r wat. n i need t0 g0 thr0ugh e every single gradin os0 ma. i remember nazrul t0ld mie, 0nce i bc0me black belt, we 2 will find c0mmunity centre 0r RC t0 teach taekw0n-d0 t0gether. bud ... nazrul give up 0n mie. he dun wan t0 hack mie sh0 much ler. he already tired ler. hais. bud i will g0 back 1 dae. reali reali!

n0w i kn0e wh0 t0 thanx n0w. m0i din0saur aka m0i real jie. m0i elect0ne 0rgan ish she wh0 find f0r mie n wan mie t0 j0in. m0i taekw0n-d0 ish os0 she wh0 ask mie t0 j0in. jie, thanx u. wif0ut ur tinkin n dreamin f0r mie, i tink i wun b like n0w. music ish m0i life. t0dae wif0ut music, i tink i'm already l0st n break d0wn ler. n papa help mie pay fees all tat.
n esp selene jie, thanx f0r everitin. reali. ish t0ugh bud i will fight, persist 0n, n0thing ish imp0ssible. u must w0rk hard den u see e results
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n0w quite late ler. i'm tired ler. t0dae reali hapie l0r. i find m0iself ler. n0w g0 0rr 0rr k0ons. anytin just c0r mie 0r sms mie ba.
0yasuminasai.

evelyn wish for a miracle @ 17:14

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