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Friday, July 01, 2005
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hmm.
yesterdae, slp till den wake up.
0mgs!!
pig pig pig!!
mr tan c0r mie, ask mie whether i'm c0min f0r less0n an0t.
rush l0r.
reach sunplaza ar0und 3.40??
i neber t0uch m0i elect0ne 0rgan again!!
must find time ler.
mr tan ask mie whether i wan t0 st0p f0r awhile.
mie m0iself tink, cann0t l0r c0s if i st0p till i finish m0i o lvls i cfm f0rget h0w t0 play n0r. n next yr march exam leh, where g0t time t0 learn. december t0 march. 1 wk 1 time. 16 wks nia. cfm n0t en0ugh n0r. 7 repert0ires, 2 arrangements, impr0visati0n, hearin. -.- i wan t0 take m0i grade 6 exam!! n as f0r m0i the0ry. hais!! e result haben c0me 0ut. just kn0e tat i will fail c0s neber g0 f0r less0n lar!! stupiak mie. next yr i wan t0 retake grade 5 the0ry. i must get it!! den i can c0ncentrate 0n m0i practical ma.
den i plae m0i repert0ire.
...
neber practise, cfm f0rget s0me de.
must start plaein ler!!!
anywae after tat went t0 c0ffee beam t0 buy chicago cheesecake n ch0c0late 1 th0usand leaf f0r j0celyn.
hmm yesterdae her birddae ma.

went back h0me.
put m0i tins den g0 w0rk n0r.
to0k cab there.
e stupiak uncle argh!!
nbm.
went t0 w0rkplace t0 put e cake first. den wan t0 g0 t0ilet de bud supervis0r st0p mie. = x c0s she kn0e i wan t0 rush awae fr0m her questi0ns. l0ls. she sae m0i papa ask her t0 tell mie t0 c0ntinue t0 w0rk. she sae everyb0dy treat mie sh0 go0d. why want t0 leave? she sae i sae b0ss treat mie go0d nia. den i sae n0 lar. everyb0dy treat mie very go0d. she sae w0rk 4 hrs nia. hais bud m0i studies i really must tink n0r. i wan t0 finish m0i o lvl tat's all. mayb wun be studyin again. c0ncentrate 0n m0i elect0ne 0rgan ler n 0f c0s c0mpany. reali bu she de t0 leave w0rkplace lar, c0s m0i b0ss reali treat mie veri go0d, n0 0thers place tat has such a go0d, carin, j0ker de b0ss. he neber fierce b4 de n0r. reali!! i *swear. n tis ish m0i 1st j0b os0. hais. 18 0ct 2004 e dae i j0ined. supervis0r wan mie t0 stay 0n l0r. 0k i stayed. she sae if i 0ther tins t0 d0 0r meetin 0r wat, can discuss de. = ) she sae th0ugh 0ur w0rkplace g0t al0t 0f aunty bud all care fer mie al0t c0s i'm e y0ungest 0f all. l0ls. xia0 mei. bud different s0ciety g0t different gr0up 0f ppl. 0ut w0rkplace ish str0ng de team. just kind 0f weird weird. papa u g0t tell supervis0r anytin a n0t!! l0ls.
= )

start w0rkin, n j0celyn n irene c0me in n find mie. wish her hapie birddae n passed her e cake. her face was :) l0ls. bth treat her as m0i small sis. = )n irene treat mie as her g0d daugther. = )

c0ntinue w0rkin. 1st tin they asked was, r u alright?
i reali dun kn0e bud i replied 0k.
c0s sat i nearly fainted ma. n sweatin c0ld sweat. m0i wh0le face n lips turn pale. they scared till wan t0 die. -.-" sh0 kua zhang ma. yi ming said tis ish e 2nd time i like tis ler. bud actuali ish 3rd time ba. 1st time i nearly faint 0n train bud i tried t0 0pen m0i eyes n walk 0ut 0f e train. c0r f0r help. m0i family member scare till like hell. still remember e stati0n i unb0ard was newt0n. 2nd time at w0rkplace bc0s 0f e fo0d was unco0k 3rd was last sun. papa 0so g0t ask mie 0k an0t. he ask mie g0 n check up beta. D0T!! i'm scare!! tink 0f last time i went t0 TTSH t0 check up m0i heart. wa pang. they to0k m0i bl0od n check. i saw tat needle i ji ta0 hair stand. went f0r scannin all tat. result c0me 0ut n i'm 0k l0r. mayb ish i t0o stress. everitime slp sh0 late. ZZZ

c0ntinue~
w0rk l0r.
i'm e "seni0r" am0ng e aunty c0s i j0ined f0r 6 mths +. just dulan s0meb0dy l0r. everyb0dy must take turn!! was like fed-up. i give attitude l0r den u will zi d0ng!! i dun wan t0 b like tis. i wan t0 treat ur equally. ur kn0e mie well. dun make mie l0r. m0i mo0d swing, ur kn0e lar h0r. respect mie first bef0re i respect u. in e end i neber sh0w attitude, she went back t0 square 0ne. !#(&!$*(^&*~@#&!#^@$&
nbm. i REN! finish w0rk n g0 h0me. = )

anywae tml i'm g0in d0wn t0 c0mpany. tml wun b back sh0 early. t0ld papa fri i will b late h0me. i l0ve papa. *muacks. n mama, i need time t0 pr0ve tat u r wr0ng. i kn0e u w0rry abt mie. bud tis j0b ish i cho0se de, since papa supp0rt mie, i os0 need ur m0ral supp0rt. i wan papa n mama like last time n0r. i dun wan ur t0 quarrel again. = (~ i as a small daugther felt s0rie f0r ur. i reali dun kn0e isit i cause all tis. if t0dae there ish n0 mie in e w0rld t0dae, i tink ur os0 wun bc0me like tis. i will stay str0ng, th0ugh i will cry bud ur b0rn mie 0ut. i must sh0w ur. = )~ k lar. tears fl0win d0wn bud nbm. i will find m0i way.

st0ppin here ler. tml den bl0g.
g0 0rr 0rr ko0ns ler.
4+ lia0.
0mgs!!
0yasuminasai!!

evelyn wish for a miracle @ 19:03

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